why...

why is it that I always end up doing more wrong when I tried very hard to do the right thing and preventing myself from doing the wrong thing in the very first place...

why is it that things still turn bad when I give in to others and do things according to their ways...

why is it that others can have their ways while I ended up being seen as an unreasonable person when I'm just trying to be firm in my choices... my decisions... my moves...

what do I have to do to get things right...