my foolishness

gone were the fun and laughter...
now just a brief look... a weak smile as we walked past each other everyday...
no words exchanged... not even a "hi"...

deep down, i knew the things i did, the words i said... was most disappointing to this friendship...
and that only now... then i realized i've lost something... something which meant a lot to me...

no back up plan... no second chance...
and no one else to blame...